Longing to father

Tonight no stars in the sky
Only black hymn there
Just like my being black
Arid without a warm hug father.

The wind was still coming in the same way
Climb every twig to heartburn
I'm here frozen like a pale colorless
Here I still miss your figure father.

Daddy I miss you
Miss you silent way mute word
Dad you very much in the eye
To touch you I have to look at the sky.

I sent a prayer to this nostalgia
I make it a bidder all sense of desperation
I hold it to white
Daddy would you still there?

This evening I sent dad shoots miss
Longing that has been kept in the drawer gray hearts
Kutitip it on the wind freezing night
Hopefully my shoots miss  get thrown you.

Dady.., I'am here

Ayah dimana engkau berada
disini aku merindukanmu
menginginkan untuk berjumpa
merindukan akan belaianmu

Kasih sayangmu selalu ku rindu
engkau selalu hadir dimimpi
mimpi yang begitu nyata bagiku
menginginkan engkau untuk kembali

Aku selalu mengharapkan engkau hadir
menemani aku setiap hari
menemani masa pertumbuhanku ini

Aku tumbuuh menjadi besar
tanpa engkau disisiku
tanpa engkau yang menemani hari-hariku

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